Face the fear!

You know…
I can handle distance.
I can handle indecision.
I can handle doubt.
I’m good with silence.
Life taught me that!
I don’t mean that it’s easy to be apart from you.
It isn’t!
It is hard…
Still, I can handle this distance.
What makes me sad and bothers me…
It really bothers me,
It’s realizing you’re unhappy!
Realizing that you’re hiding…
That you can’t look me in the eyes…
You can’t disguise the fear that freezes you…
It’s disconcerting the feeling that this awareness brings me
Is disconcerting
Is challenging
And mostly, it’s something I haven’t learned to deal with.
It’s so, so, so, so frustrating!
So frustrating to see you choose to live in the shadow!
And all for what?
Why live in this vibration…
So misaligned by the beautiful feeling that unites us.
I know you’re being haunted by the hurts of the past…
I know you doubt your worth…
I know you don’t think you deserve a love like this…
You know…
The shadow you’ve given yourself to has the importance you give it!
You are so much more than the mask you insist on wearing!
And you certainly deserve a lot more love than you allow yourself to live!
Face the fear!
It’s scary, I know;
And it’s a lot easier than staying unhappy!