I don’t know why…

Why?
How much longer are we gonna live like this?
Far away…
Apart…
Dreaming of a meeting by chance?!
Or waiting for the other one to decide?
How much longer are we gonna run from each other?
I don’t know how to act with you.
I look around for your presence, and I feel like you’re uncomfortable around me.
Why?
I do things you might not understand.
I know!
You might even misunderstand them.
If so, I’m sorry!
I don’t know why…
My brain stops when it sees you!
And then I just pull you away…
I don’t even know!
Do I pull you away?
Or do you just walk away?
Is it out of fear?
Is it because you don’t want me?
I don’t know why!
What else can I do to make you feel comfortable and safe when we’re alone?
How can I help you relax?
Can I do that?
How? Tell me how!