I’m lost!

I’m lost!
Well, I feel lost!
I’m not truly lost; I’m just discovering that the path I’m in doesn’t make sense anymore.
And that tends to make me feel like I failed, again.
Is it true? Have I failed again?
Maybe…
Maybe not…
Isn’t life an experience?
Isn’t life one experience after another?
Isn’t that what life is all about?
Trying, failing, trying again…
An experiment after another…
So, why do I feel so lost, if I’m on track… life’s track?
Does it make any sense?
What…
How do I know this is another failure?
How many times have you lost yourself, when looking for an address, and in the end you realize that it was the best thing that could have happened to you?
I always had, in the back of my mind, the question: what am I doing here, on Earth? Why did I came here? What is my life’s mission, purpose, meaning?
You know what?
Those questions have ruled my life choices, since I can remember.
And it still does!
Why? Where are they taking me?
I always dreamed of making the world a better place…
Always dreamed of doing something extraordinary…
I still do!
However, I thought that it had to be a grand gesture, like finding a new way of living – changing the way mankind thinks and acts.
That’s crazy! I won’t change the world that way!
Now I know that.
Now I am aware that change happens by focusing in the small things…
Focusing on own thoughts, feelings, actions and reactions is the way to change the world!
This are the things that we tend to underestimate, when we dreamed of changing the world!
And usually are the most important ones!
The feeling of being lost is still here.
Probably because I feel I’m not contributing to the world as I would like…
However, now I’m aware of my thoughts, my feelings, my actions and reactions, my flaws, my qualities – I’m aware of what makes me who I am!
I am aware!
Aware of my innate will to change!
Aware of my wish to leave the world better than I found it!
Aware of my skills!
Aware of how to use my skills to be happier in my own skin!
I’m aware of how important it is to feel lost…
And that is okay!
After all, that’s how I’m able to redirect!
And I’m constantly redirecting!
Constantly evolving!
And that is what life is all about!
Isn’t it?
Experiencing different ways to do life!
Everything is the right track!
Everything is okay!
I feel lost and that’s okay too!