Sometimes…

Sometimes we think what we feel is surreal.
Sometimes we think what we feel goes beyond everything we have ever felt.
Sometimes we feel like going beyond…
Well, sometimes we think we are giving too much in the name of love;
We are accepting what our mind tells us not to accept…
We are living what our mind sees as something that goes beyond what others deserve to receive from us.
Sometimes, we let our mind dictate what and how our heart should feel.
Sometimes, we let our mind dictate how our heart should act.
Should it happen like that?
Should we let our mind dictate how our heart operates?
Shouldn’t we live connected with our heart, instead of our mind?
Shouldn’t we follow our heart?
I know that sometimes we think our heart doesn’t know what it’s doing…
Maybe because we feel hurt
Or we feel someone doesn’t value who we are…
Doesn’t value the love we share with them…
Doesn’t value everything we offer them…
And we feel like we are doing more than we should for the ones that we love.
Is that even possible?
When we go beyond what is expected of us that is a gift…
A gift from the heart
A gift from our heart.
When we question, even if we have reasons, the way we love who we love, that’s our mind talking, that’s our ego talking.
And when we let our ego block us, we are not respecting our heart, we are not respecting ourselves. Surely, we are not loving the way we know how to love, the way we can, the way we want to love.
And that’s something that hurts even more than to give, even if our mind thinks that the ones we are giving to don’t deserve the love we offer them.
When we love someone, it has nothing to do with reasons; it has nothing to do with perceptions on what that person deserves from us.
When we love someone, it is connect to us…
Are we respecting our heart’s desire to cherish, to respect and to gift our loved ones?
Is going beyond what we can see in someone else’s behaviour, a way to respect what our heart wants to offer to our loved ones?
If yes, why not follow our heart?
Are we unworthy of our own respect and love?
Are we unworthy of loving?
Are we unworthy of love?
Are we not receiving when we give love?
Isn’t that the goal in love, to give without conditions, just give for the gift of giving?
So, why question unconditional love?